My Salad Days

May pagkakataon na maiisip mo kung saan bahagi ka nagkamali. Babalikan ko kung saan kabanata mo nagawa ang mga bagay na di sinasadya kung saan nagkaroon na epekto sa kasalukuyan. Mapapansin mong wala dahil nagawa mo naman ang tama at kung ano ang nararapat. Pero bakit may maling kinahantungan. Yun ang itatanong mo sa sarili ko. Iisipin mong maigi. Mula sa malayo, wala naman kakaiba at dala na rin siguro ng panahon at mga pangyayari. Pero mararamdaman mong na may mali. Dahil ganun na ganun ang naramdaman mo nung huling beses na nakaramdam ka ng ganyan.

May mga bagay na nangyayari na hindi mo inaasahan at ang mga bagay naman na inaasahan mo ay hindi nagkakaroon ng katuparan kahit na ilan beses mo pang gustuhin. Ilalayo talaga iyon sayo. At pagkatapos ay makukuntento ka na lang sa mga sagot na nilikha ng isip mo. Na upang hindi na ulit makaramdam ng ganun sakit ay ipagwawalang bahala mo na lang o kaya uunahan mo ang tadhana sa gusto nyang mangyari at shempre aasahan mo na hindi yun tutugma sa kagustuhan mo.

Minsan sa umpisa ay pakiramdam mo ay ayos lang. Darating ang panahon at unti-unti kang sisingilin ng kasinungalingan nilikha mo para lokohin ang sarili mo. Umiwas ka man sa sakit, uulit at uulitin din iyon.

Tapos ay isisisi mo sa panahon dahil wala kang ibang masisi. Magagalit ka sa tadhana dahil ganun ang nangyari. Iiyak ka ng wala kang karamay dahil ang inaasahan mong sana ay nandyan ay wala naman pala. Wala na pala.

Hindi pala maganda sa pakiramdam pag ang isa mong kaibigan ay bumabawi sayo dahil sa utang na loob. Or yung nag e-exist lang yung friendship dahil may utang naloob siya sayo.

I’ll be welcoming 2008 in two days time. Same old same old. I never had a friendship that was like when I was eight.

Alam ko na kailangan nya ng kausap ngayon, pero d ako makaalis sa trabaho.

Tingin ko, babawi na lang ako mamaya.

Let happy be where sadness was..

I should quit violin from oliver on Vimeo.

I over heard someone and he said, “if you ever own a dog, you’ll know the true meaning of friendship..”

And I beg to disagree, “A dog doesn’t have a logical mind as human beings do. Thats why as a result, they’re always loyal. Human relationships are more complex and our relationships are formed by different circumstances..”

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Going back to freehostia

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Last Tuesday, Nag adventure kami ni Aning. We applied as a web designer at Ascend Asia. The company that kicked out my present boss. It took us whole afternoon just to finish the formality exam. On lunch we ate our old-time favorite Liempo and Bicol express the usual turo-turo style. And before leaving Makati, we stopped by at West Contact Services building to experience the fastest elevator in the Philippines.

Walang sinabi ang Tycoon center. Service elevator pa lang ng mga building sa Makati eh yun na ang pinaka magandang elevator. Bulok na yung company, bulok pa yung building. Saan ka pa? Hahaha

When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

[The Prophet, Kahlil Gibran]

Anything that annoys you gives you the opportunity to build patience. Anything that interrupts or delays your plans gives you the opportunity to strengthen your level of acceptance. Challenges provide you with the chance to learn new skills. Disappointments can help you open yourself to new, more valuable options. Many of life’s best treasures do not seem to be treasures at all when they first arrive. They gain their value as you accept them and find ways to make positive use of them. Do you ever feel yourself getting annoyed or frustrated? Remember that there’s an opportunity in there somewhere. Do things sometimes not work out as planned? The more quickly you accept what has happened, the more real and positive value you’ll gain from the experience. Whatever may come your way, it is an opportunity to live more fully. Know that there’s value in every twist and turn, and you’ll surely tap into that value. [Ralph Marston]